A New Chapter: The Search for Autumn
I’ve been through a lot…
I’ve done things I didn’t know I could possibly do. Some of them were amazing, and some were stupid. I’ve felt love like no other. I’ve felt pain like I have never felt before. I’ve shed tears I’ve held inside for too long. I’ve been down, off-track, and I sucked. I was jaded.
But today, gone are those days… Summer’s over… A new chapter unfolds…
The search for Autumn begins…
I survived… I feel good… I feel a lot better than I have ever felt before…
It makes me smile just thinking about it. I found out that the answer to one’s utterly miserable pain is to find sheer happiness in life’s abundant simplest pleasures. Small, simple things yet in their own special way would leave a smile on your face.
Things like: a heartfelt “thank you” from someone you helped,
laughter you share with your friends,
a good cup of coffee,
an ice cold beer from your fridge,
pizza with your family,
a smile from your crush,
a great band, great friends,
a fat pig as your band’s mascot,
or the coincidence of meeting someone you like in a place you wish she was with you on that very moment too :)
There’s a lot more than these of course. What I’m just trying to say is that it’s just one painful shit in your life, but there’s a zillion more reasons to be happy.
and besides, shit is a fertilizer, good things grow on it ;)
So with all of these in mind, I can say I am happy! :D
Yes… I am happy. And now that I can take care of myself, I think I’m ready to take care of you…
Autumn, soon I will find you…
“After all the scars that summer left, let’s give our way to fall…”
